Ponderings of a sickly brain

I don't know why this song popped into my head, when I was thinking about what to write today, this song came to mind, so this is what I chose. It's been a long few days, days of illness and just struggling to make it through the days. But I'm making it and somehow I know that when I feel better, I will be grateful for good health, because I feel like the ultimate in dog poop lol.

I have to take a moment again to thank the wonderful friends I have the keep me smiling with each text telling me that they are thinking of me and hoping I feel better soon. I get three every day from the same people. And one of those is a most unexpected. It makes me smile :) I don't read into those texts and I know that it's just a way of saying hey I really do care about you...and he'll never know how much that means to me.

Maybe that's why I thought of this song, It wasn't so long ago that these people knew that for me, I thought it was the end of the world, and perhaps it was the end of the world as I knew it, but there have been so many people who have taken my hand and guided me, shown me that I could rebuild my world any way I wanted it to be. Tirelessly listening and being there for me....The ups the downs, the ranting and raving, and ultimately the times where I just wanted to throw in the towel.

I always say how imperfect I am....and when I heard this song, I thought of a few people who know all of my imperfections and just don't care...and I thought well, it could be the end of the world ten times over and I know I'll make it through because I'm not alone....and if I'm going to watch the world come to an end...who better to do it with than the people I have in my life...