This is me. A photo taken by a very good friend on a night this year when we were acting silly. There have been a lot of nights like that! This has overall been a good year for me. This is me. Crazy, silly, funny, caring, loving, and many times, needing to be around those that love me because that is when I thrive, that is when I do my best. I am not a loner. I am not someone who likes to sit by myself and enjoy my own company although I can do that as well.
My health problems have been hard for me as too often I have HAD to enjoy my own company. This has limited me to a very small group of friends that understand me, and that I trust to help me deal with the day to day struggles and dilemmas I face.
Overall I try very hard to be a Happy girl. The happy girl in this picture. This year is the best I have had since the antichrist tore my life apart.
And as the birthday card my mother gave me this morning reminded me, I deserve to have a beautiful life....
There is nothing I could have received that would have meant more to me than that...it brought me to tears. When I went to bed last night I prayed, I prayed for a sign of what I was supposed to do with the rest of my life. A reason that I am here...and my mom picked that card....
So this morning's song is another older one, but one of my favorites. It's my day and I deserve to have a favorite song on my blog...
If I have to steal your love...If you can't give of it freely...and this applies to anyone in my life...then maybe it's just time for me to let go...cause really...It's time for me to fly. I deserve that beautiful life...and with anyone that expects me to steal their love I'm not getting it!
Happy Birthday to me, and to the amazing number of people who have made this morning special with birthday wishes! Thank you!
Love,
Debbie
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